{"id":13682,"date":"2024-10-07T14:50:06","date_gmt":"2024-10-07T19:50:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=13682"},"modified":"2024-10-07T14:50:06","modified_gmt":"2024-10-07T19:50:06","slug":"doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-two-hundred-and-sixteen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-two-hundred-and-sixteen\/","title":{"rendered":"Doctor-Patient Confidentiality: Chapter Two Hundred and Sixteen"},"content":{"rendered":"

The silence in the dining room presses in on me, suffocating, heavy. It amplifies everything: the frantic, trapped beat of my pulse, the raw, needy throb between my bare thighs, the sick, hollow cavern where my stomach should be. I stare at the food on my plate, a perfect, untouched arrangement of salmon and asparagus, quinoa salad like a miniature garden. It should be enticing\u2014the smells alone make my mouth water\u2014 but I can barely bring myself to lift the fork, heavy and cold in my hand.<\/span><\/p>\n

My own body feels like a betrayal. One minute I was a breath away from splintering, every nerve screaming for a release he promised but denied. Now? The only thing screaming is my pride, raw and flayed open like my desperate sex. Humiliated, confused, achingly empty\u2026that\u2019s the aftertaste he\u2019s left me with.<\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s like my pussy expected Boxing Day, a feast of its own after the Christmas celebration. And then\u2026nothing. The lights are out, the music\u2019s stopped, and I\u2019m left holding a half-eaten canap\u00e9, wondering what the hell just happened. There\u2019s relief, of course. It comes in thin, shaky waves, the logical part of my brain clinging to it like a life raft. He could have gone further. He didn\u2019t. <\/i>But beneath that? The part of me that pulses in counterpoint to the grandfather clock ticking away in the hall, the part that still feels the phantom heat of his hand, the ghost of his mouth so close\u2026that part wants to claw at something, scream at him. That part hates him a little bit for leaving me like this, twisted as it is. Hates myself<\/i> for hating him.<\/span><\/p>\nJoin us or log in to read more.","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

The silence in the dining room presses in on me, suffocating, heavy. It amplifies everything: the frantic, trapped beat of my pulse, the raw, needy throb between my bare thighs, the sick, hollow cavern where my stomach should be. I stare at the food on my plate, a perfect, untouched arrangement of salmon and asparagus, quinoa salad like a miniature garden. It should be enticing\u2014the smells alone make my mouth water\u2014 but I can barely bring myself to lift the fork, heavy and cold in my hand. My own body… \u0627\u0642\u0631\u0623 \u0623\u0643\u062b\u0631<\/a><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2990,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[96],"tags":[],"series":[99],"class_list":["post-13682","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-contemporary-2","series-doctor-patient-confidentiality"],"featured_image_src":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-1024x341.jpg","blog_images":{"medium":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-300x100.jpg","large":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-1024x341.jpg"},"ams_acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13682","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13682"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13682\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13684,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13682\/revisions\/13684"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2990"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13682"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13682"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13682"},{"taxonomy":"series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/ar\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/series?post=13682"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}