{"id":3162,"date":"2017-12-07T05:25:01","date_gmt":"2017-12-07T05:25:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=3162"},"modified":"2023-02-14T21:49:22","modified_gmt":"2023-02-15T02:49:22","slug":"doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-forty-seven","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-forty-seven\/","title":{"rendered":"Doctor-Patient Confidentiality: Chapter Forty-Seven"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I stare ahead like a confused idiot, unable to do much more than blink in shock for several seconds.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">What in the hell of all hells is <em>Mindy<\/em>, of all people, doing at my apartment? And <em>Dies <\/em>early in the morning?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She&#8217;s wearing a black and silver ruffled dress that looks like it could buy this entire apartment complex and maybe even the entire street leading up to it. Her hair is in the same sleek bun from last night, but she looks as fresh as ever, as if she just got back from a full day at the spa.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Goodness, did she even sleep last night?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She walks in past me before I can say anything.<\/span><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Do you always wait a century before answering your door?&#8221; she scolds, taking off her coat and making herself comfortable on the armrest of my couch.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She looks around tentatively before her eyes settle on me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Nice place,&#8221; she says, but there&#8217;s nothing in her expression or tone that even hints that she&#8217;s remotely impressed by my apartment.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Great. A nice dose of sarcasm in the morning from someone I don&#8217;t particularly want to be conversing with right now. But seriously, why the hell is she here?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Oh God, maybe last night she thought I was coming on to Dexter inappropriately? I really need to clear that up so that there are no misunderstandings.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Mindy, listen, about last night\u2014&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;I&#8217;m not here for small talk, little bird,&#8221; she says sternly, cutting me off. &#8220;Sit,&#8221; she gestures over to the chair opposite her as if this is her place.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She seriously may be the bossiest person I&#8217;ve ever met. She scares me, but somewhere in the back of my mind, I can&#8217;t help but admire her confidence and, of course, her fashion sense.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;You didn&#8217;t text me when you got home last night,&#8221; she says. Her tone is casual and nonchalant, but even in the little time I&#8217;ve known her, Mindy does not strike me as the kind of person who would bring something up for no reason.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I really hope she doesn&#8217;t have the wrong idea about me and Frost. It&#8217;s even more obvious to me now that they definitely do have a past together, one that probably goes further back than either of them have led me to believe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Yeah, uh\u2026I&#8217;m sorry about that. I forgot, I was just really tired when I got back,&#8221; I say. It&#8217;s the best I can offer. I really did forget, but it&#8217;s not like I thought she was being serious either way, so I definitely wouldn&#8217;t have texted her even if I did remember.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I randomly wonder if she knows his wife, if she&#8217;s ever met her. She must know he&#8217;s married. Suddenly, I realize I don&#8217;t ever want to meet his wife. Both the guilt and the physical manifestation of her existence would be way too much for me to deal with.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Well, I&#8217;m gonna cut right to the chase,&#8221; she says, pulling out a folder from her eye-catching purse.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She hands it to me, and I accept it warily.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;What is this?&#8221; I ask.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;You&#8217;re not to open it until after I leave,&#8221; she simply says, removing a piece of imaginary flint from the ruffles of her shoulder pad with a perfectly manicured nail.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Jeez, this woman always looks like a million bucks. She&#8217;s even making my couch look better by just sitting on its damn edge.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">My gaze moves away from her and goes to the folder, and I look at it closely, trying to figure out what it is.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;I don&#8217;t understand,\u201d I say. \u201cIs\u2026is this my official acceptance letter into the service?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Not exactly,&#8221; is her reply.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Then what is it?&#8221; I press.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Let&#8217;s just say someone made me an offer I couldn&#8217;t refuse,&#8221; she says with a smile that I&#8217;m not entirely sure I&#8217;m comfortable with. &#8220;You seem to have made quite an impression on a few of the guests at the party last night. And one attendee in particular definitely took an interest in you. He seems\u2026quite <em>intrigued <\/em>by what he saw, and he&#8217;d like to see more. A <em>viel <\/em>more.&#8221; She emphasizes the last part by giving me a blatant once over.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Suddenly, it hits me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She\u2019s talking about Mitch.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Oh God, I think I\u2019m going to puke.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I feel all the pores on my skin go rigid at once, rising in ill-formed goosebumps as I remember the sickening feeling of his clammy hand on my hip.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Mindy continues to speak, but in the seconds that follow, I can barely register whatever else she\u2019s saying. In truth, I don\u2019t even want to hear it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I just know it\u2019s him she\u2019s referring to. I mean, it has to be. Even though Mitch \u201cBitch\u201d McGraw is probably the world\u2019s greatest douche, he\u2019s also pretty wealthy, and apparently, he\u2019s also the cousin of the birthday boy, so he&#8217;s clearly got the kind of financial connections that Mindy would definitely be interested in.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Goddamn it\u2026 <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I push my glasses up the bridge of my nose nervously. I try to phrase my next question as carefully as I can, hoping I don\u2019t piss her off, but I have to ask it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Can I decline a client if I&#8217;m not comfortable with who it is?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Absolutely,&#8221; she says with no hesitation. &#8220;But you&#8217;ll have to find another escort service to work for, because you won&#8217;t be working for me if you do,&#8221; she adds with a hard look.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Let me make this perfectly clear to you, Ramona. This is a professional service, not some after-school sports club where everyone gets to pick favorites and shit. The only people who get to pick who and what they want are those paying for it. The clients. Are you a paying client?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;No,&#8221; I whisper, swallowing. I hate that I&#8217;m being scolded like this. I really don&#8217;t want to be hearing any of this right now. The last thing I need is to be put in a bad mood this early on a frickin&#8217; Sunday morning.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She stands and points toward the folder. &#8220;I was asked to tell you to make sure to read everything in there carefully. Go over it several times if you need to. In fact, I recommend it.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">With that, she leaves soundly, without another word.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">For several seconds, I just keep staring at the door, long after she\u2019s gone.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">This is all way too strange. I can\u2019t believe she really was here just to deliver this. Mindy is no delivery girl, but she came all the way here this early in the morning to give this to me herself.\u00a0 This is an important drop-off, and the sender is obviously a very important client of hers\u2014perhaps an indispensable one. Still, none of this is really making any sense. Why would she just pop in when the sun is barely up and hand me a sealed folder without even disclosing who it\u2019s from and without telling me very much about it at all?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">My eyes move back to the brown folder in my hands.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Guess there\u2019s only one way to find out what\u2019s inside. <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I trace all four sides of it tentatively. For several seconds, I continue to examine the folder, running my index finger along the sharp edges until I feel my skin heat up from the friction, and the pressure of the thin cardboard inflames my finger temporarily.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">The more I keep staring at the folder, the more panicked I become. I feel my palms starting to get sweaty. I really wish I wasn&#8217;t so anxious about this, but I know it&#8217;s only going to get worse the longer I stare at it and continue to postpone opening it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Just fucking open it already<\/em>, my inner voice yells. <em>You already know it&#8217;s Mitch, just get it over with. It&#8217;s not like opening the folder is going to magically change what it contains. The outcome will be the same. <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I feel my heart picking up speed, beating rapidly and unevenly in my chest. Suddenly, just looking at the folder and what it represents makes me nauseous.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I feel bile threatening to rise in my throat. My hands start quivering, and the folder vibrates with each tremble.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I have to brace myself for a moment before I can finally open the damn thing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I finally break the seal, hearing the distinct sound of paper tearing disrupt the quiet in the room as the binding gives.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">As soon as my eyes hit the papers inside, I can&#8217;t breathe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I stare ahead like a confused idiot, unable to do much more than blink in shock for several seconds. What in the hell of all hells is Mindy, of all people, doing at my apartment? 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