{"id":3296,"date":"2017-12-08T02:43:53","date_gmt":"2017-12-08T02:43:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=3296"},"modified":"2023-02-15T02:27:06","modified_gmt":"2023-02-15T07:27:06","slug":"doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-eighty-six","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-eighty-six\/","title":{"rendered":"Doctor-Patient Confidentiality: Chapter Eighty-Six"},"content":{"rendered":"
One Week Later\u2026<\/em><\/span><\/pre>\n
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Friday<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n
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My bare foot taps against the floor uncontrollably. My toes rise and fall against the anchor of my heel in rapid successions, as if they\u2019re battery-operated.<\/span><\/p>\n
My arms have become so tense that I think they might snap right off my shoulders at the slightest motion, so I keep them crossed over my chest and stare at the old, washed-out duffel bag in silent resignation.<\/span><\/p>\n
\u201cUgh!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n
I’ve been at this practically alle <\/em>day and I still <\/em>haven’t made any progress. Not even a little bit.<\/span><\/p>\n
Jesus, why am I overthinking this so much?<\/span><\/p>\n
Because you’ve never had to pack to spend an entire weekend at a man’s house before<\/em>\u2014a man who’s pretty much promised to fuck your brains out while you\u2019re there, no less. Duh!<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n
God, I’m going to pass out.<\/span><\/p>\n
Scratch that.<\/span><\/p>\n
First, I\u2019m going to hyperventilate, then choke on my own spit, and then <\/em>pass out.<\/span><\/p>\n
I’m trying to breathe normally, but normal is the furthest thing from what I feel. I start to shake again, my skin vibrating with a level of anxiety I’ve never felt before. But I guess all my agitation is not without good reason.<\/span><\/p>\n
Today is the day.<\/span><\/p>\n
I can’t believe it’s happening; my first session with Frost.<\/span><\/p>\nJoin us or log in to read more.","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
One Week Later\u2026   Friday   My bare foot taps against the floor uncontrollably. My toes rise and fall against the anchor of my heel in rapid successions, as if they\u2019re battery-operated. My arms have become so tense that I think they might snap right off my shoulders at the slightest motion, so I keep them crossed over my chest and stare at the old, washed-out duffel bag in silent resignation. \u201cUgh!\u201d I’ve been at this practically all day and I still haven’t made any progress. Not even a little… Weiterlesen<\/a><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2990,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[96],"tags":[],"series":[99],"class_list":["post-3296","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-contemporary-2","series-doctor-patient-confidentiality"],"featured_image_src":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-1024x341.jpg","blog_images":{"medium":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-300x100.jpg","large":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-1024x341.jpg"},"ams_acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3296","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3296"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3296\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2990"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3296"},{"taxonomy":"series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/series?post=3296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}