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<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n Naturally, I was disappointed when I found out he had a girlfriend and, s\u00ed<\/em>, I was a little jealous of her.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bien, un lote<\/em> celoso.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Como un mucho mucho<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n But that was five years ago and, while I still find him undeniably attractive, I had no choice but to move on from my unrequited crush when I realized that absolutely nothing would come of it.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Adam is the committed, relationship type; a thing I both admire and lament because yo<\/em>\u2019m<\/em> no con el que est\u00e1 comprometido.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bien\u2026sol\u00eda hacerlo<\/em> lamento.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Those days are long behind me, thank God.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I continue to eye him for a moment. He looks\u2026stressed; a lot more than usual. And quiet.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201cYou okay?\u201d I ask against my better judgment.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n He turns to me, seeming surprised, his brows arching briefly.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u201cS-s\u00ed\u201d, sonr\u00ede, algo inc\u00f3modo, pero la calidez en sus ojos marr\u00f3n oscuro lo hace atractivo, de alguna manera. \u201cSolo tengo muchas cosas en mi mente\u201d.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Pero no va m\u00e1s all\u00e1.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I\u2019m tempted to ask him if he wants to talk about it, but I decide against that. I can tell something’s wrong, that he’s holding back, but I don’t push. Prying is no<\/em> on my to-do list today.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Plus, keeping my emotional distance from Adam is what helped me get over my feelings for him in the first place. And after how much time and effort que<\/em> took, I’d like for it to stay that way.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n So, I decide to do what I came to do, instead; mind my own damn business.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n My focus shifts to jump-starting a week-long rally against offshore drilling on the Pacific coast. It\u2019ll be one of many I\u2019ve participated in but the first I\u2019ve ever organized\u2014and my very first volunteer project for the new year.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I scan the cramped space, feeling a small wave of both sadness and nostalgia as I stare at the repurposed furniture backed up against chipping, pastel walls.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Coming to terms with the fact that this is going to be my last semester in this old little office is bitter-sweet. I really love it here. Even though it\u2019s still a tad run-down and could certainly use an upgrade, its unique setup imparts a certain character I\u2019ve become quite fond of, and a part of me wouldn\u2019t change any of it for anything.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n De acuerdo... tal vez las ventanas podr\u00edan usar algunas anteojeras y el techo podr\u00eda estar un poco m\u00e1s alto.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Still, my sentiment holds. This office and the people who\u2019ve been in it have been a major part of my life for so many years.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n But, while I’ll miss it, I know that growth in life involves change; which is what I want my final months as an undergrad to be all about.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n Real<\/em> cambio.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n My sole New Year\u2019s resolution.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n ***<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I glance at my watch, my shoe dangling from my foot impatiently. Just under two hours have passed by the time I’m done with the initial outline and all the preliminary paperwork. I still have a ways to go and countless details to sort out but I decide to leave those for another day, feeling too out-of-it to keep going. At the same time, this weird restlessness I can\u2019t seem to shake off won’t let me call it a day just yet.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Switching gears, I pull out my laptop, opening up a customized editor, my fingers settling on my keyboard as I stare at the blank screen.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n A small rush of excitement hits me even though I\u2019ve done this so many times before, like riding your favorite bike on a new route.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n It’s still hard to believe that something I started only two years ago has exploded into this; one of the top-ranked environmental blogs on the web. And to think its creation was for nothing more than documenting a few thoughts, firsthand experiences and personal musings on the environment.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I honestly never thought any one else would read it, let alone care about my opinions or what I had to say.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Nuevamente, un subproducto de padres controladores y represivos.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n pero alguien hizo <\/em>read it. And another, and another, and before I knew it, I had readers visiting my blog every single day, sending me messages and asking when the next post would come. Leaving comments about how much more they now know because of my publications. How much they enjoy my delivery as much as my message. How I’ve inspired them to be more health-conscious. More aware of their role and impact on the planet. What they put both en<\/em> y en<\/em> sus cuerpos y c\u00f3mo les afecta tanto a corto como a largo plazo. La forma en que la revoluci\u00f3n de la industria alimentaria ha dado forma a la actual crisis de salud en Occidente y c\u00f3mo se est\u00e1 extendiendo al resto del mundo. Etc\u00e9tera. Etc\u00e9tera.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n On a whim, I start typing, deciding on a slightly more\u2026exc\u00e9ntrico<\/em> post; one that speaks to my\u2014admittedly underdeveloped\u2014poetic side. One a lot less conventional and scholastic than I’ve penned so far.<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Then again, I did say I want change. And what better place to start?<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n I title it:<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Si la Tierra fuera un hombre<\/em><\/strong>…<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n ***<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Naturally, I was disappointed when I found out he had a girlfriend and, yes, I was a little jealous of her. Okay, a lot jealous. Like, a lot lot. 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