{"id":5795,"date":"2021-02-13T10:24:14","date_gmt":"2021-02-13T15:24:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=5795"},"modified":"2024-03-20T20:34:45","modified_gmt":"2024-03-21T01:34:45","slug":"21-questions-chapter-fifteen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/21-questions-chapter-fifteen\/","title":{"rendered":"21 Questions: Chapter Fifteen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5491 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Chapter-Fifteen-Image.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1199\" height=\"383\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-5483 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image-232x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"232\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image-232x300.jpg 232w, https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image-464x600.jpg 464w, https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image.jpg 495w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 232px) 100vw, 232px\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I step inside my unit\u2019s office\u2014well, <em>former<\/em> unit as of this moment, I guess\u2014feeling even more baffled about my sudden placement at this random company I&#8217;ve never even heard of. And being back at the place that I actually signed up\u2014and <em>want<\/em>\u2014to be in makes it all the more depressing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I can&#8217;t even begin to accurately describe just how disappointed I am. And Covington&#8217;s little &#8220;extra credit&#8221; session after the meeting didn&#8217;t help one bit, nor offer any actual clarity on the matter. In fact, I think it only confused me more.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Working in a field I&#8217;m not <em>remotely<\/em> interested in is bad enough. But now I have to actually <em>move<\/em> to the damn place?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Ugh<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">That&#8217;s a <em>ensemble<\/em> \u2018nother conversation I&#8217;m going to have to have with Michaela.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Dammit<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I can&#8217;t believe just how quickly things went left; the tables turning all the way around on me as soon as I finally managed to have a seat at it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I sink into my desk somberly, feeling glummer than I have in a long time. I was looking forward to protecting sea lions from the dangers of marine pollution, not working for the kind of company that directly <em>causes<\/em> ce.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">This is absolutely nuts.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>So much for getting punk\u2019d\u2026<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">And, somehow, the joke\u2019s still on me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Anger quickly replaces the initial sadness I feel, unable to understand how something like this even happens in an institution as renowned as Earth Capital. I&#8217;m not sure if these Zanergy people actually looked at my portfolio or read my resume considering all the rallies I&#8217;ve participated in against offshore drilling and similar activities to date.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">What&#8217;s even <em>Suite<\/em> puzzling is that Covington clearly <em>a<\/em> read my resume, but <em>somehow<\/em> thinks I&#8217;m a good fit, as well.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">But then\u2026why wasn&#8217;t I given any prior notice?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">The more I try to understand it, the more clueless I feel and aggravated I get. I breathe out a deep, heavy, frustrated sigh, ready for the day to be over when it&#8217;s barely even begu\u2014<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Psssst,&#8221; I hear all of a sudden, the shrill, clearly audible utterance rudely interrupting my thoughts in spite of its supposed attempt to be inconspicuous.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I look over to the bearer of the sound, trying to suppress a groan when I realize it&#8217;s my auburn-haired neighbor.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Oh em gee, I had no idea you were also interested in the Zanergy account!&#8221; she coos, wheeling her chair closer. &#8220;Why the hell didn&#8217;t you say anything before?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I can barely hold back the exasperated exhale bubbling up in my gut.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Ugh. Just what I need.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Talking about this unexpected debacle is the last thing I feel like doing right now, least of all with her. But apparently, she isn&#8217;t as interested in a reply from me as she is simply rambling.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;I can&#8217;t believe you scored it,&#8221; she continues, ignoring my silence. &#8220;Earth Cap&#8217;s been gunning for this account for pretty much ever so I was kind of surprised to see you walk up there. Everyone was, really. Of course, you could pretty much tell from everyone&#8217;s reaction. You&#8217;d have to be blind not to. Actually, even a blind person could. But never mind that. When in tarnation did you apply for it? Are you <em>sure<\/em> you\u2019re new here?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I don\u2019t even know what to say to that, my brow arching through a bored disposition because, honestly, it&#8217;s all I can manage, and I&#8217;m in no mood to pretend or force myself to be polite right now.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">But it clearly goes right over her head because she just carries on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;From all the chitchat I&#8217;ve been hearing, it sounds like the final stage of the acquisition was in the works over the last two weeks. It&#8217;s been pretty tense around here. Everyone&#8217;s been on edge, especially the higher-ups. I get the feeling even <em>they\u2019re<\/em> still a little surprised that they managed to land the account\u2014considering just how many times Zanergy&#8217;s rejected us before.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">She spills all the tea without any prodding, but each new bit of information that leaves her lips only leaves <em>moi<\/em> more and more puzzled.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">How in the hell could I have been chosen to be part of the team assigned to the account having only arrived yesterday when this is something that has clearly been in the works for a very long time? With the so-called acquisition being finalized before I even received my acceptance letter?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Unfortunately, Auburn-Hair&#8217;s extended rant offers me no more insight than Covington&#8217;s one-on-one did, managing only to mentally exhaust me with more questions that neither of us have answers for. At least, none that make the tiniest lick of sense.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">The hours leading up to lunch go by in a slothy haze, and I spend every minute of them wishing I could turn down this insane, so-called &#8220;opportunity&#8221; that&#8217;s been practically shoved down my throat. The relocation element just enhances the bitterness of the pill and makes it that much harder to swallow.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Honestly, this whole thing just feels\u2026wrong. Too sudden and unplanned. I\u2019m reasonably flexible but I don\u2019t do well with super-spontaneous, abrupt changes, especially major ones like this.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">I don\u2019t think <em>anyone<\/em> does.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">By the time lunch hour rolls around, I have to force myself to start accepting this new, unforeseen reality, even if every last bone in my body resists it. This is not at <em>tout<\/em> how I envisioned my internship going. But sulking isn&#8217;t going to do me any good. I know that. At the end of the day, this is a business, and it requires me to be professional and cooperative if I want to continue working here.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u00a0And I have <em>every<\/em> intention to.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">So, that&#8217;s precisely what I&#8217;ll do: swallow my pride, work my ass off, pay my dues and earn a place and say at Earth Capital so that Covington and everyone else comes to see\u2014and <em>treat<\/em>\u2014me as a valuable asset and not just some lowly intern that can be displaced at will.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Besides, from the look of things, I don&#8217;t really have any other option.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; I step inside my unit\u2019s office\u2014well, former unit as of this moment, I guess\u2014feeling even more baffled about my sudden placement at this random company I&#8217;ve never even heard of. And being back at the place that I actually signed up\u2014and want\u2014to be in makes it all the more depressing. &nbsp; I can&#8217;t even begin to accurately describe just how disappointed I am. And Covington&#8217;s little &#8220;extra credit&#8221; session after the meeting didn&#8217;t help one bit, nor offer any actual clarity on the matter. In fact, I&#8230; <span class=\"more\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/21-questions-chapter-fifteen\/\">En savoir plus<\/a><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":5760,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[96,93],"tags":[],"series":[108],"class_list":["post-5795","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-contemporary-2","category-romance","series-21-questions"],"featured_image_src":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Cover-Image.jpg","blog_images":{"medium":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Cover-Image-300x200.jpg","large":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Cover-Image.jpg"},"ams_acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5795","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5795"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5795\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5760"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5795"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5795"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5795"},{"taxonomy":"series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/fr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/series?post=5795"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}