{"id":7451,"date":"2022-07-03T09:00:08","date_gmt":"2022-07-03T14:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=7451"},"modified":"2023-11-17T01:51:12","modified_gmt":"2023-11-17T06:51:12","slug":"doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-one-hundred-and-forty-six","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/hi\/doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-one-hundred-and-forty-six\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0921\u0949\u0915\u094d\u091f\u0930-\u0930\u094b\u0917\u0940 \u0917\u094b\u092a\u0928\u0940\u092f\u0924\u093e: \u0905\u0927\u094d\u092f\u093e\u092f \u090f\u0915 \u0938\u094c \u091b\u093f\u092f\u093e\u0932\u0940\u0938"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">Flames lick at my skin, searing through my flesh and bone.\u00a0Every cell in my body feels like it&#8217;s on fire, each one burning brighter and hotter until I&#8217;m sure I&#8217;m going to spontaneously combust. My heart pounds and swells like it&#8217;s about to bubble out of my chest. The words Frost just spoke echo in my head, bouncing off the inside of my skull.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">Welcome. To. Your. First. Session.<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">Dread. An all-consuming dread. It fills my belly like a lead weight. Twisting and turning it in a tight knot.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">My first session.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">A distant, cynical part of me is incredulous.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">\u092e\u0947\u0930\u0947 <em>first <\/em>session?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\"><em>Then what the hell was that upstairs? Or in the dining room this morning, for that matter? Fucking me for shits and giggles?<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">I don\u2019t doubt he has some sick, twisted sense of humor, but I can\u2019t even remotely conceive the idea he has a single funny bone in his big body.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: 'times new roman', times; font-size: 18pt;\">My eyes unwillingly scan the room, roaming over things I wish they didn\u2019t have to behold, taking in details I wish I could unsee. And I am suddenly very aware of my own nudity. It&#8217;s then, I realize, in utter mortification, that we really are just getting started. That this morning was nothing more than a little warm up for him\u2014even if it <em>was<\/em> the first major sexual experience of <em>my <\/em>life. <\/span><\/p>\nJoin us or log in to read more.","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Flames lick at my skin, searing through my flesh and bone.\u00a0Every cell in my body feels like it&#8217;s on fire, each one burning brighter and hotter until I&#8217;m sure I&#8217;m going to spontaneously combust. My heart pounds and swells like it&#8217;s about to bubble out of my chest. The words Frost just spoke echo in my head, bouncing off the inside of my skull. Welcome. To. Your. First. Session. Dread. An all-consuming dread. It fills my belly like a lead weight. Twisting and turning it in a tight knot. 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