{"id":3164,"date":"2017-12-07T05:27:28","date_gmt":"2017-12-07T05:27:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=3164"},"modified":"2023-02-14T21:51:37","modified_gmt":"2023-02-15T02:51:37","slug":"doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-forty-eight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-forty-eight\/","title":{"rendered":"Doctor-Patient Confidentiality: Chapter Forty-Eight"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">My eyes burn.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">Really badly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">They&#8217;ve been burning since yesterday morning, ever since my eyes landed on what was inside that damn folder. And they continued to burn through today&#8217;s morning practice and all my classes.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">And they&#8217;re still burning now, probably even more than they were before as I stomp through the main hallway of the surgical center.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;Excuse me, Miss, you can&#8217;t go through there,&#8221; I hear a female voice call after me, but I don&#8217;t stop.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;Miss, office hours are over. You cannot go in there!&#8221; she repeats.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">Her words still don&#8217;t stop me. I can&#8217;t stop. Not when I&#8217;m cranky and pissed off and the very cause of my crankiness and anger is right here in this building. I hear her shuffle behind me, presumably to chase after me. But I still keep going.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I didn&#8217;t sleep last night. I <em>couldn\u2019t<\/em>. At <em>all<\/em>. Not even for a little bit. And now my feet won&#8217;t stop moving. My fingers won&#8217;t stop twitching. And my fucking eyes won&#8217;t stop burning behind my glasses.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I ride up the elevator and bend into a familiar corridor, practically stomping the entire way there, and I push the door open without a second thought. My eyes immediately land on my target.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">Dexter fucking Frost.<\/span><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He looks up at me from behind his desk as soon as I&#8217;m inside. Our eyes lock, and all at once, I feel the strangest mix of feelings I think I ever have at the same time. I&#8217;m really not even sure which I feel more of; rage, confusion, frustration, and the most unsettling\u2014immense attraction.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I&#8217;m breathing hard, and each exhale leaves my lungs in an audible huff. I angrily throw the folder on his desk right in front of him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;What the hell is this?&#8221; I demand.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I know damn well what it is. I read each and every single word in it at least five times\u2014mainly to make sure I wasn&#8217;t going crazy or suddenly dyslexic. But more than anything, I think I&#8217;m having quite a bit of trouble wrapping my mind around the simple fact that the fucking folder even <em>exists <\/em>to begin with.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I&#8217;m also having quite a bit of trouble understanding why he&#8217;d send it to me through his \u201cbuddy\u201d <em>Minderah<\/em>, of all people, so he&#8217;d better have a damn good explanation for this.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">A moment later, I hear the same nurse&#8217;s voice behind me again, only this time, she sounds extra pissed.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;Hey! You cannot go in there! If you don&#8217;t get the hell out right now I&#8217;m going to call security\u2014&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;It&#8217;s alright, Brenda,&#8221; he interjects, rising from his chair and gesturing for her to calm down.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I want so badly to turn around and tell the bitch that she&#8217;s the one who needs to get the hell out right now, but I don&#8217;t. As tempting as it is, she&#8217;s not the one I&#8217;m mad at.\u00a0 All the fault lies with the blue-eyed douchebag standing opposite me who she also obviously answers to. He&#8217;s the reason I&#8217;m here at all.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I hear her mumble something under her breath and make an annoyed sound right before I hear the sound of the door close behind me. A short silence ensues, punctuated only by my harsh breathing and frantic heartbeat.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">The full extent of the current situation quickly dawns on me; once again, I find myself in a closed room with this man, only this time, it&#8217;s for a different reason. A very different reason.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;Sit,&#8221; he finally says, calmly taking his own seat once more.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;I&#8217;ll stand,&#8221; I say defiantly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I watch his large frame easily fill his leather chair, and his body language is so relaxed and uncaring. I, on the other hand, am one hell of a jittery, fidgety mess.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">Why the hell is he so calm? Does he not know what&#8217;s in that folder?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He shoots me a hard look, and it has so much power that I actually take an involuntary step back. The intensity in his eyes is just too much. I don&#8217;t know if I&#8217;m more turned on by them or afraid of them right now.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He speaks again, and his voice is deeper this time, if that&#8217;s even possible.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;<em>Sit<\/em>,&#8221; he repeats. His tone is hard and incredibly commanding, completely opposite from the way he&#8217;s spoken to me during our previous encounters.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">The firmness in his voice really catches me off guard and takes me aback, and combined with the blatant stare down he&#8217;s giving me, I know without a doubt that he&#8217;s not fucking around.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He&#8217;s got this dangerous look in his eyes, and suddenly I feel like I just made a big mistake barging in here. But I absolutely refuse to be intimidated by him\u2014or at least, let him see that I&#8217;m intimidated by him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">As I approach his desk, I feel my heart picking up its pace and racing even faster now, and it&#8217;s not just because I&#8217;m pissed anymore. Now I&#8217;m pissed, a little scared, hella confused, and undeniably turned on\u2014and I absolutely hate that I am.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I take a seat opposite him reluctantly, still maintaining what I&#8217;m positive is the angriest frown that has ever found its way on to my face, and there&#8217;s absolutely nothing fake about it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He simply continues to look at me, calm as ever.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I feel like I&#8217;m in the fucking twilight zone. This seriously can&#8217;t even be happening right now.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">Once I&#8217;m seated, he goes back to doing whatever he was doing before I came in. I wait for him to say something; to fucking explain himself and the unbelievable, mind-blowing contents of the folder, but he ignores me for several moments, simply going on about his business as if I&#8217;m not even there.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I let out a frustrated sigh.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I&#8217;ve just about had it with people treating me as if I&#8217;m some invisible nobody. First Vito, then Mindy, and now this asshat of a doctor. Mondays have definitely gotten to a whole new level of shitty for me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He finally looks at me again, giving me his undivided attention. His stare is so cold and penetrating that I almost wish he would go back to doing his work if it&#8217;ll take the intense focus off me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He doesn&#8217;t touch the folder. He doesn&#8217;t even look at it. His unwavering eyes simply remain on me. I&#8217;d feel totally creeped out by them if they weren&#8217;t making my panties go damp.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He finally speaks, his voice deep and calm as ever.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;You&#8217;ve obviously read the contract in the folder,&#8221; he begins. &#8220;You wouldn&#8217;t be here if you didn&#8217;t. So you know exactly what the hell this is,&#8221; he says, repeating my words from my initial outburst.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;Ask me another question,&#8221; he says without breaking his stare.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I avert my own eyes from his, because if I don&#8217;t I&#8217;m going to end up drenching this chair I&#8217;m sitting on.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I shake my head. &#8220;I don&#8217;t understand,&#8221; I say.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;That&#8217;s not a question,&#8221; he counters.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">My eyes shoot back up to his again, and I can&#8217;t help but glare at him. He really has some nerve trying to be smart with me after sending me something like that. But I decide to go along, because the faster I can get the answers I need from him, the sooner I&#8217;ll be out of here.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">&#8220;Alright,&#8221; I say sternly, crossing my arms over my chest defiantly. &#8220;Why?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">He frowns. &#8220;Why, <em>what<\/em>? You\u2019ll need to be a little bit more precise when asking me a question.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">I can\u2019t stop myself from yelling. &#8220;Why the <em>fuck <\/em>did your buddy, Mindy, come to my apartment yesterday to give me a folder from you? A folder that contains a contract that&#8217;s blatantly soliciting me for <em>sex<\/em>?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">His tone is firm and unapologetic when he answers. \u201cBecause I asked her to.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\">***<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My eyes burn. Really badly. They&#8217;ve been burning since yesterday morning, ever since my eyes landed on what was inside that damn folder. And they continued to burn through today&#8217;s morning practice and all my classes. And they&#8217;re still burning now, probably even more than they were before as I stomp through the main hallway of the surgical center. &#8220;Excuse me, Miss, you can&#8217;t go through there,&#8221; I hear a female voice call after me, but I don&#8217;t stop. &#8220;Miss, office hours are over. You cannot go in there!&#8221; she&#8230; <span class=\"more\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/doctor-patient-confidentiality-chapter-forty-eight\/\">Magbasa pa<\/a><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2990,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_bbp_topic_count":0,"_bbp_reply_count":0,"_bbp_total_topic_count":0,"_bbp_total_reply_count":0,"_bbp_voice_count":0,"_bbp_anonymous_reply_count":0,"_bbp_topic_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_reply_count_hidden":0,"_bbp_forum_subforum_count":0,"_themeisle_gutenberg_block_has_review":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[96],"tags":[],"series":[99],"class_list":["post-3164","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-contemporary-2","series-doctor-patient-confidentiality"],"featured_image_src":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-1024x341.jpg","blog_images":{"medium":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-300x100.jpg","large":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/12\/DPC-Wattpad-Header-1024x341.jpg"},"ams_acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3164","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3164"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3164\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2990"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3164"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3164"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3164"},{"taxonomy":"series","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/tl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/series?post=3164"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}