{"id":5547,"date":"2021-02-06T13:08:01","date_gmt":"2021-02-06T18:08:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/?p=5547"},"modified":"2021-12-20T13:45:22","modified_gmt":"2021-12-20T18:45:22","slug":"21-questions-chapter-thirteen-role-play-edition","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/zh\/21-questions-chapter-thirteen-role-play-edition\/","title":{"rendered":"21 Questions: Chapter Thirteen (Role Play Edition)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5503 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Chapter-Thirteen-Image.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1305\" height=\"383\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-5483 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image-232x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"232\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image-232x300.jpg 232w, https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image-464x600.jpg 464w, https:\/\/emendedhearts.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/02\/21-Questions-Page-Chapter-Heading-Image.jpg 495w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 232px) 100vw, 232px\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You stand there, engulfed in a crowd of strangers\u2026completely frozen.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">All the cheering instantly stops, the room falling dead silent.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Your eyes go wide impulsively, every inch of you startled to oblivion as you look ahead.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You\u2026you could have <em>sworn<\/em> you just heard your name.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">But\u2026that\u2019s <em>impossible<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">For a second, you\u2019re absolutely positive you misheard; that your imagination is playing a cruel, untimely trick on you. But Covington&#8217;s confirmative gaze finds you through the assembly, his eyes settling on yours.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u201cCome on up, Constance,\u201d he motions, his expression a mesh of encouragement and something you can&#8217;t quite pinpoint. Everyone else&#8217;s collective watch mimics his and turns to you, the entire crowd rubbernecking in visible confusion, following his line of vision.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You blink rapidly, snapping out of the stunned daze you\u2019ve been plunged into and force yourself to walk even though your legs suddenly feel like metal.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Unfamiliar, questioning onlookers part in front of you as you place one foot in front of the other, feeling more confused than all of them combined and far more anxious than you think you ever have in your entire life. But you feign confidence to the best of your ability, trying to ignore the countless stares in your direction amid the deafening quiet.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">The soft clicks of your hesitant steps are the only sound in the whole room for several seconds, audible solely\u2014no pun intended\u2014because of the complete lack of competing noise, and all you can hope in this moment is that they&#8217;re loud enough to cover up the erratic, monstrous heartbeat emanating from your chest.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Covington and the other picks are only a few feet away, but it feels like an odyssey by the time you join them. Perplexed, you stand next to the CEO and those he called before you, with absolutely no idea what to think or do.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u201cOnce again, give it up for the Zanergy team,\u201d Covington says into the mic. A chorus of claps thankfully overturns the uncomfortable silence, but with far less cheering and enthusiasm than before it abruptly went mute.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u201cThank you for your time, everyone. And, to commemorate this joyous occasion, free lunch on me. For everybody. Whatever you want.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">More claps follow, with a few appreciative whistles thrown in, but you can&#8217;t help shake this weird, sudden tightness in the air.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u201cI&#8217;d like to see the newly-appointed Zanergy team in my office immediately after this,\u201d he concludes. \u201cEveryone else, please resume your duties, as usual. Thank you again.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">And, with that, Covington makes his exit. All in the vicinity follow suit, dispersing from the lounge gradually.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">For several seconds, you just stand there and watch everybody else leave because, even though the head guy&#8217;s instructions were crystal clear, you\u2019re honestly not sure what to do.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>I\u2026I feel like I just got punk<\/em><em>\u2019d. <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">As soon as the thought forms, you have an internal face-palm moment.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Oh, my God<\/em><em>\u2026of <\/em>course<em>! <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">This is probably just the sort of prank they pull on newbies. Like an indoctrination ritual or something. It <em>has<\/em> to be.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">A bit of the tension in your spine lets up and a small sense of relief washes over you at the realization.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Still&#8230;talk about hazing the new intern.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Covington and everyone else up there will no doubt be gauging your reaction, waiting to see what you\u2019ll do and make their initial assessment of you based on that. This is a first impression test.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u4f60 <em>have<\/em> to keep your cool.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You scurry into the nearest available elevator, squeezing between other bodies attached to unfamiliar faces en route to their respective floors. You keep your eyes on the closed doors ahead as you collectively ascend, wishing you could take the stairs instead\u2014and enjoy the accompanying privacy and stress relief the mini work-out would offer\u2014but you don&#8217;t have the luxury of time right now.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">All eyes instantly fall on you the second you walk into Covington\u2019s office, and all conversation completely halts, everyone going pin-drop quiet while a strange, awkward tension quickly saturates the room. You do a sweeping, silent head-count, noting that everybody who was called is already present, a few of their faces somewhat familiar from downstairs.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You\u2019re keenly aware that you\u2019re the last one to arrive, and you have no idea whether you should say hello or offer any sort of greeting considering everyone else&#8217;s expression:<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">\u00a0An unmistakable mesh of disbelief and unveiled disapproval.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\"><em>Oh, Jesus&#8230;<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">This. Is. <em>Not<\/em>. A. Prank.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Your stomach promptly knots up, the string of dread down your spine pulling itself taut all over again as you struggle to swallow.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Your assumption of a playful, albeit warped stunt was just that. An assumption. One which, against all logic and common sense, turned out to be one hundred percent wrong. There\u2019s nothing even <em>remotely<\/em> funny about this.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Not a single person says anything, but the discomfort in the air is almost palpable, and all you can do is offer a tight, nervous smile when you make eye-contact with the less-than-enthusiastic woman you just happen to stand next to.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">For a few seconds that feel <em>way<\/em> too long, you all remain motionless in tense silence, waiting on the man who assembled you here. Thankfully, he comes in before you give in to the urge to run straight ahead and jump out of the nearest window, closing his door behind him.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">The room\u2019s collective gaze follows him intently as he takes his seat, like everyone wants to ask what the fuck he&#8217;s thinking\u2014including <em>you<\/em>. But Covington doesn&#8217;t seem to notice the off energy in his office. Or, if he does, he&#8217;s doing a bang-up job at ignoring the hell out of it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">He gets straight to the point, diving into the briefing on the Zanergy account. He gives a quick overview, history, time-line and summary of the current flagship project in question, Z to A. As much as you try to, you can&#8217;t for the life of you focus on anything he\u2019s saying because, one: you\u2019re truly, completely and entirely lost, having no prior knowledge on this company and no experience in the traditional energy sector in general and, two: there&#8217;s an obvious, bright pink elephant in the room.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Your presence.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You feel unusually inept and self-conscious standing among people you shouldn\u2019t be. People who clearly disapprove of your attendance in this exclusive space even as you question it yourself. You don&#8217;t know how much time passes, but it genuinely feels like hours and, by the time Covington is done, you have no more insight on this new corporate venture\u2014or how you got involved in it\u2014than you did when you walked in.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;You\u2019ll receive some more correspondence over the course of the day concerning the account,&#8221; he concludes.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Several questions from almost all of the team members follow, surprisingly none about you even though you can practically hear the complaint and discontentment in their tones whenever they speak.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Some more exchange about the account ensues between the members, each person chiming in at least once, demonstrating their knowledge of and confidence about both the company and project, and, therefore, their justification for being in this office right now.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Unlike you.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">It&#8217;s clear that they&#8217;re all thinking it, even if they don&#8217;t explicitly voice it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">You\u2019re pretty much ignored for the entire duration of the meeting\u2014which only makes you question why you\u2019re here even more\u2014and even though you feel extremely awkward about it, you can understand the passive aggression directed at you. Still, it sucks that you have to endure this when there isn&#8217;t a single part of you that even wants to be here.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">The meeting finally adjourns, and everyone starts to shuffle out of Covington&#8217;s office, continuing their conversations on their way out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">For a split second, you\u2019re caught between following after your unimpressed, shotgun \u201cco-workers\u201d and staying back to talk to Covington. But your eyes decidedly turn to the CEO, still sitting at his desk.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">&#8220;Hang around for a bit, Myers,&#8221; he says just when you\u2019re about to open your mouth, as if he was waiting for you to say something.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Eventually, the last team member vacates the office, leaving you there by yourself.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">Covington\u2019s eyes level with yours. &#8220;Have a seat.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 18pt; font-family: 'times new roman', times, serif;\">***<\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; You stand there, engulfed in a crowd of strangers\u2026completely frozen. &nbsp; All the cheering instantly stops, the room falling dead silent. &nbsp; Your eyes go wide impulsively, every inch of you startled to oblivion as you look ahead. &nbsp; You\u2026you could have sworn you just heard your name. &nbsp; But\u2026that\u2019s impossible. &nbsp; For a second, you\u2019re absolutely positive you misheard; that your imagination is playing a cruel, untimely trick on you. 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